AWEsome.

Back after a long absence..


I need more vampiric friends. People who will go out for dinner at 10 pm. People who will come over at 11 to watch a movie (I have a projector I have been "borrowing" from work for over a year). People who will explore whatever places are actually open after 11 pm in this tiny ass city with me. Biters, too.


Please feel free to nominate yourselves.


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The now-ex is resentful that after crashing at 9:30, 10, 11 pm the whole time we were dating, I am now back to being a night owl. I used to be a night owl before we started dating. He had a hard time believing that, seeing that I was always so exhausted at the end of the work day.

Interestiiiing. My guess: receiving wireless signal/having internet access at home, finally, is the key.



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I have decided life is too short to have mediocre meals when you can help it.*


The same goes for wine.

The same goes for sex.





When in doubt or in an existential crises, call upon hedonism to carry you through. Works for me.


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I want the word awesome back.

As in AWEsome. As in awe inspiring. As in oozing with enough awe to last you a week in a city.
I thought about adding a new suffix to the root, but "-ful" is already taken...for the fucking antonym! What's up with that?

I want "Wow, that was awesome" to once again be a very specific, flattering compliment, not a synonym for the generic "cool, dude!"


Got it? Good (not awesome).







* Sure, it costs more. Sure, sometimes, you're in a hurry, and... Sure, sometimes (like now), you have zero groceries at home. I did say when you can help it.